Whoa

It's not the same anymore, she isn't the same anymore. We're not friends, we're ex-lovers and her entire life has been dedicated to hurting me. Lying to me on purpose both in and out of the relationship. She's threatening her own life at times with her ridiculous actions and I can't live with it anymore. I don't want to hear about all the men you're sleeping with. I'm fine with you sleeping with them, but please, for my sake, out of respect, stop telling me. It's painful, horrible painful, and all she does is continue her way. Soon I'll move away from it, but a few months is honestly not soon enough. She attempts to touch me and my skin crawls. "Do you hate me?" she asks.
I haven't had the heart to tell her, but I honestly do. Honestly.